Why do I do this? Why do I spend hours writing, deleting and the writing? Because I feel the need to connect to people who are similar to me, and there’s not really anyone around me who is like me.
And even if I only get one view, I know someone has read my post. I know someone has listened to my opinion. I know that someone has some of the same interests as me. And this is why I like bands like Twenty one pilots so much. Because it makes me feel like I’m a part of something. Because it makes me feel like I’m not just a minority of one in a sea of thousands. And so, I express myself to the world in a couple hundred words every day. Because while I may be privileged financially, I’m not emotionally. And people always say artists are perfectionists. And with perfectionism comes pessimism.
And even though this year has been the least happy ever, it has been made bearable by this. This website, just a random collection of letters pieced together to make this.